Last night...during the very last minutes of the day, I lied down on my bed as I do every night, in order to get some sleep to forget about all the stress I had the whole day, the room was so dark and calm to the extent that you can feel the winds and the cockroaches whistling outside, It was extremely quiet and silent...
While I put my head on my puffy pillow, I was listening to -as I call her- the Queen of sorrows "Amy lee" singing my favorite 'sad' song ever "Hello", back then, I couldn't close my eyes, I couldn't even blink, they just froze open, although I was feeling K.O...
suddenly, I had lots of my past memories running through my head, picturing the old days when I was in my dark side of me, all the loneliness I lived in, all the hatred I had inside me to this world, I can't believe I got over those bad memories and now they are coming back to me again, but while I was staring at the wall, I realized how lonely and how poor I was, having nobody beside me to talk to, feeling alone again, wasn't this loneliness gone already?? It turned out that I needed somebody to share my feelings with, somebody can hold me when I cry in the middle of the night, I remembered Keith Urban singing "I used to..cry out in the middle of the night..baby hold me tight" I felt how it is important to have a partner who can erase all your problems with one whisper, one hug...
Lonely again, Amy lee begging "I am your mind giving you someone to talk to, Hello!!" but, nobody is listening!
I felt one teardrop was coming down, Amy lee again "Don't cry" I put myself together, but it was no way do defeat that pain, it was way much stronger than I can fight, It was like fighting myself...a mirror of me....
Why is this happening now?? I thought I was done with the all stupid memories of loneliness, and here they come again!! It was obviously understandable that they just came back to remind me to look up for my partner or as some people call it "soul mate", my real future partner, but this always was and still the hardest mission to do....
I believe there is a term called "Real Love" in this world, It's just hard or even impossible to find you "my love", I don't know if you hear me sometimes when I scream or if you can read my words, but I'm quite sure your heart can feel mine from a far distance, I'm writing down my memories this time, no more keeping it inside my heart, my heart is giving up from carrying them inside all the time, I've decided to let them out, to let my heart to relax after all of these years, after all the memories that passed by it, It's no longer the box of secrets and pains....
I still believe I'm going to meet you one day though, after years or centuries, It's already a long time passed..I know, still never met the right person that I can talk to deeply, so I assumed that I haven't met you yet, I promise I'll keep looking for you till you are here, even if it costs me my life, I believe you are looking for me likewise....
It's just a game honey, a tough game that the two of us are supposed to play, It's a huge maze, full of traps and monsters, just survive, we will meet somewhere, we just can't reach to each other now, we may get very close to each other, but the wall of the maze is always standing between us, can you feel it?? this is how I feel, how do you feel now?? don't give up because this game is never OVER!!
Friday, August 6, 2010
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
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Oh, I miss my blog very much, It has been long time since I wrote on it, sorry blog lol
I just wanna say that I'm not as free as I used to be before, I'm all busy with preparing for English and TOEFL, that's why.
:)
good luck to everybody
I just wanna say that I'm not as free as I used to be before, I'm all busy with preparing for English and TOEFL, that's why.
:)
good luck to everybody
Friday, January 1, 2010
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Create your own map with Google Maps™
How to create personalized, annotated, customized maps using Google Maps.
Google Maps will help you to make your own map, with simple steps and great features.
for getting started Go to Google Maps: http://maps.google.com/
Monday, October 26, 2009
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Geniuses Talking..
If you born poor it's not your mistake,
but if you die poor it's your mistake... "Bill gates"
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In a day, when you don't come across any problems,
you can be sure that you are
travelling in a wrong path..."Swami vivekananda"
you can be sure that you are
travelling in a wrong path..."Swami vivekananda"
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Three sentences for getting success:
-know more than other
-work more than other
-expect less than other
"William shakesphere"
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If you win you need not explain...
But if you lose you shouldn't be there to explain..."Adolph Hitler"
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Don't compare yourself with anyone in this world.
if you do so, you are insulting yourself..."Alen strike"
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Winning doesn't always mean being first,
winning means you are doing better than
you have done before..."Bonnie blair"
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I will not say I failed 1000 times,I will say that I discovered
there are 1000 ways that can cause failure..."Thomas Edison"
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Everyone thinks of changing the world,
but no one thinks of changing himself.."Leo Tolstoy"
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Believing everybody is dangerous;
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Believing everybody is dangerous;
believing nobody is very dangerous..."Abraham Lincoln"
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If someone feels that they had never made a mistake in their life,
then it means they had never tried a
new thing in their life..."Albert Einstein"
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Never break 4 things in your life:
Trust, Promise, Relation and Heart
because when they break they
dont make noise but pains a lot..."Charles"
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If you start judjing people you will be
having no time to love them..."Mother Teresa"
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Thursday, October 1, 2009
Morph is a concept demonstrating some of the possibilities nanotechnologies mightenable in future communication devices. Morph can sense its environment, is energy harvesting and self cleaning .
Morph is a flexible two-piece device that can adapt its shape to different use modes. Nanotechnology enables to have adaptive materials yet rigid forms on demand.
It is also featured in the MoMA online exhibition "Design and the Elastic Mind". It has been a collaboration project of Nokia Research Center and Cambridge Nanoscience Center.
e-Commerce
Electronic Commerce, commonly known as (electronic marketing) e-commerce or eCommerce, consists of the buying and selling of products or services over electronic systems such as the Internet and other computer networks. The amount of trade conducted electronically has grown extraordinarily with widespread Internet usage. The use of commerce is conducted in this way, spurring and drawing on innovations in electronic funds transfer, supply chain management, Internet marketing, online transaction processing, electronic data interchange (EDI), inventory management systems, and automated data collection systems. Modern electronic commerce typically uses the World Wide Web at least at some point in the transaction's lifecycle, although it can encompass a wider range of technologies such as e-mail as well.A large percentage of electronic commerce is conducted entirely electronically for virtual items such as access to premium content on a website, but most electronic commerce involves the transportation of physical items in some way. Online retailers are sometimes known as e-tailers and online retail is sometimes known as e-tail. Almost all big retailers have electronic commerce presence on the World Wide Web.
e-commerce has two kind of businesses:
-B2B >> Business to Business
-B2C >> Business to Consumer
Electronic commerce is generally considered to be the sales aspect of e-business. It also consists of the exchange of data to facilitate the financing and payment aspects of the business transactions.
Source
Thursday, September 24, 2009
2009 movies in theater
2009 Movies,
This list contains most of 2009 movies in theater,
click on the movie name to see the full details,
source : Teaser-Trailer
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
How to take care of your laptop's battery
The notebook circuitry is designed in such a way that, once the battery is completely charged, the voltage to the internal battery charger is cut off automatically avoiding the overloading of the battery and the power will directly be supplied to the notebook through Ac adapter. Hence, I would like to share that the battery will not expire after using it for few days.However, in order to increase the life time of the battery, I am providing you with the Battery care practices to be followed and I recommend you to perform the below steps:
* Store Li-Ion batteries between 20°C and 25°C (68°F and 77°F) with 30% to 50% charge.
* Do not leave batteries exposed to high temperatures for extended periods. Prolonged exposure to heat (for example, inside a hot car) will accelerate the deterioration of Li-Ion cells..
* Remove the battery if the notebook will be stored (turned OFF and not plugged into AC power) for more than 2 weeks.
* Remove the battery from the notebook if the notebook will be plugged into AC power continuously.
* If you normally use ac power, make a practice of using the battery as your power source at least once a week.
* Periodically calibrate the battery based on the usage model. Under normal usage, batteries should be calibrated a minimum of once every 3 months; however, a battery that is rarely discharged fully should be calibrated about once a month.
* For long-term storage, the battery must be charged 20–50% to minimize capacity loss by self-discharge and to avoid deterioration of performance. Storing a fully charged battery can cause higher self-discharge and reduce its discharge capacity—even after recharging—as compared to a battery stored when charged 20–50%.
* Do not leave batteries exposed to high temperatures for extended periods. Prolonged exposure to heat (for example, inside a hot car) will accelerate the deterioration of Li-Ion cells..
* Remove the battery if the notebook will be stored (turned OFF and not plugged into AC power) for more than 2 weeks.
* Remove the battery from the notebook if the notebook will be plugged into AC power continuously.
* If you normally use ac power, make a practice of using the battery as your power source at least once a week.
* Periodically calibrate the battery based on the usage model. Under normal usage, batteries should be calibrated a minimum of once every 3 months; however, a battery that is rarely discharged fully should be calibrated about once a month.
* For long-term storage, the battery must be charged 20–50% to minimize capacity loss by self-discharge and to avoid deterioration of performance. Storing a fully charged battery can cause higher self-discharge and reduce its discharge capacity—even after recharging—as compared to a battery stored when charged 20–50%.
HP company.
Monday, September 21, 2009
My First Post
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Hi friends,This is my first post in my blog, I have just finished putting the basics on it, hope you like it, and everyone from you is welcomed to visit it anytime,
Im more than pleased to see you around, your advices and your comments really matter to me, don't hesitate to share anything you want in here.
Thx all, and hope you enjoy being here,
Amin :)
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